relax and enjoy

today was some day.. considering the quality of rest i had the previous night, i had started off the day thinkin it could end up as one stinking day. I wasnt in very good shape mentally and i still had two flights ahead of me. It was the first time i am flying twice in a heli..

Looking back, i think the turning point was when i declared that the day was going to be good and the flights would be good in Jesus name. I went on to enjoy two really good flights and i felt my instructors were quite impressed..

I feel God has along the way dropped some gift in me.. i dont know exactly when, but my flying had a marked improvement at some point in the last few weeks. And the instructors concured.. maybe it was confidence, maybe a new mentality that has broken me free from certain bondages, whatver it was, i thank God He is always with me. I believe He wants me to find purpose in my career again and enjoy it..

Somewhere along the way i find myself thinkin in a new way i have never b4.. that when somethin happens against my ideal desires, i do somethin about it instead of sitting there and reacting to the problem.. I feel that's helped my flying a whole lot cos i react less to when the aircraft's not behaving as i want it to..

Thank you Jesus. Everyday you remind me that you love me. That you are with me. All things good will happen in Your time and space. If it's not from you, i dont want it. But if it is, You have to be the one to put me in the right places and times. I just want to relax and enjoy!